Sicked

Through a week of low tide, finally I'm fallen...

Fever... badly Flu... badly Sorethroat... slightly Headache...
I cannot felt sick in this inappropriated time!! final exam coming 2 weeks after and a lotsa works waiting for me to do within tis week:

1) mock meeting
2) novel exam
3) Financial & Reporting assignment
4) talks with adviser
5) MUET briefing
6) Accounting Information System briefing
7) preparation for final exam

I wished I could rest enough for the battle but unfortunately it couldn't... on this time I hope someone could let me lie on!! but the fact always not on the side we wished...

Between last week I had thought a lots of nonsense but those nonsense caused me realized who care us the most when in difficulties and troubles? The answer is MOM! the warmness and sincerity of her arm hug, let's me forget every single of distress... The love she gave were unlimited and at all the time she was there ready for you!The four days I back home is worth...

The love had bothered me days and nights..

I drunken twice last week, it helps me to sleep tight at night, smoke and late sleep but I know it can't help me to solve the 'problem' as it was a problem for me... I don't know what I should do right now but one thing conformed was I'm just nothin for 'her'!! couples... who could stand for ur love's one don't even call or msg for a week? busy? exam? even I called but never answer and the reason was even my mom calls also I don't answer! Is it a minutes talks in a day will caused you failed the exam? Is it you asked both to take a break is not a problem occur in between? Is it you aspect me to understand a sudden changed? What love is all about?? How about care?? many doubts... I really don't know what's goin on...

Everything soon will be comes to the end