Monday, August 27, 2007

Hearted "WORDS"

It was long time ago I didn’t update my blog due to my laziness! hahaa.. I think all this while I spend a lot of time on my badminton sport, study, and family this time… should said that it was brand new changes of ANSON YAP comparing with the past :P Past I will out often and back late, spending most of the time with friends. Past I never hold my study result as so serious as now. Past I didn’t do my responsibility well and often makes a lot of mistakes. I don’t mind of making mistakes perhaps mistakes will grow us as a part of one’s life but it doesn’t mean that we can repeated the mistake again and again. Comes to study perspective, I’m always hoping with only least requires, pass the result and avoid pressure and stress out from me but now I realize that a person should have the pressure to push us to the top of greatest! Proper pressure will strike us to do well but not in the other hand. Besides, burden getting heavy and heavier when time grow us up quickly in a shot while 10years back I’m still a childish and mischievous child. Life always surrounded with barrier, the problem is how supposed we solve it? Never give up is the most encouraging phrase that accompanies me all this while. The most that makes me proud was my sports! Maybe I had born with entire physical structure… badminton, football, bowling, basketball, snooker, volleyball etc. all those sports I well presented once in my life!! No regrets… Towards my family, all this year my mom had sustained the part for both characters in supporting the YAP’s family. She act as a foster cultivating her children from time to time! All the blames and annoyance continuous against her nonstop but she never once give up the family… never once…!! In my heart she forever was the best mom I ever had although I always get her angry. All this while another 'special' companion always gave me her faithful supports and encouragement. She is the one changed me a lot although we are far apart right now but I believed there is a firm bridge built between us. I will wait for your next arrival! Okay it’s again bed time… NITE

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